Wednesday, September 26, 2007

For the sake of Blogging.

What's on my IPOD as we speak:

1. Fall Out Boy (Under the Cork tree)
2. From Autumn to Ashes (Too Bad You're Beautiful)
3. Motion City Soundtrack ( Even if It Kills Me, Commit This To Memory)
4. The Who (The entire discography, ladies and gents!)
5. The unofficial HOUSE soundtrack (season 3)
6. Jason Mraz (Live at Schuba Tavern)
7. The Best of Aerosmith
8. Led Zep's Greatest Hits
9. The Best of Ramones
10. Rancid

--
Whats on my American Home:

1. Rome
2. The 4400
3. The Number 23
4. Meet the Robinson's
5. Ocean 13
6. Fight Club (as usual)
7. Malena (Monica Belucci, baby!)
8. Bourne Ultimatum
9. Prison Break (ep 1 and 2 of the most awaited season 3!!)
10. 300 (Spaaaaaaartaaaaaaans!!! you guys are hot!)

--
Whats on my bag:

1. Contact lens
2. Contact lens kit
3. Pepper Spray
4. APAC ID
5. Green leather wallet
6. Kikay Kit (Maybelline's Aqua Foundation, Victoria's Secret lip gloss, Pond's pink powder) Yes, guys.. I'm not a make up person
7. Celeteque Moisturizer
8. Victoria's Secret lotion (Love Spell luminous body lotion)
9. IPOD
10. Cellphone

-- haaaaay... salamat inantok din ako.

Later guys.. I have a party to crash at 5.

Saturday, September 22, 2007



"You gave me peace... in a lifetime of war."

-Achilles to Bruseis.

** This is how love should be. Passionate. Violent. Worth dying for.
*(photo from Google Search)*

Thursday, September 20, 2007

* terror sa QC * (walang maisip na title)

Gumising akong masakit ang ngipin. Alam nyo ba kung baket? Kasi naman tinutubuan ako ng wisdom tooth. OO.. wisdom tooth.. di ko nga alam kung baket eh.. napakabata ko pa para sa second childhood.

Pagpasok ko... muntik akong maiyak kasi nakita ko yung mga taong pumipila sa labas ng Araneta para manuod ng Fall Out Boy. Late na nung nalaman ko na darating sila sa pinas.. nung bumili ako ng ticket.. SOLD OUT NA!!! Sinubukan ko pang tumambay ng saglit sa labas ng Araneta.. naghanap kami ng mga prens ko ng mga scalpers.. pero wala.. wala kaming nakita kaya pumasok na lang ako sa office.. at sila naman ay pumasok ng Araneta. Habang naluluha akong naglalakad papalayo sa kanila.. sinubukan kong i comfort ang aking sarili.. sabi ko.. Di bale.. sa December manunuod ako ng concert ng POLICE. At ngayon pa lang bibili na ko ng ticket.. kung meron nang nagbebenta...

Ok na sana.. pero... umambon....

Nagalit na naman ako kasi naalala ko yung hampaslupang anakpawis na nagnakaw ng payong ko sa office. Taena naman.. andaming nanakawin yung payong ko pa.. di tiklop lang yun.. kung magnanakaw ka dapat yung hindi ka mababasa di ba? Hoy..sa yo na yung payong ko. Skwater!

Bakit ba andaming snatchers sa QC? Grabe... yung isang rep ko nahablutan ng bag tapos na withdraw pa lahat ng pera nya sa ATM.. walang PIN huh?? Pero na withdraw! Pero sana.. sana lang.. aminin sa ken ng rep ko na naisulat nya yung pin nya sa kung saan man sa ATM nya... para naman hindi ako kabahan sa tuwing dala ko yung ATM ko.. sabagay sino namang tanga ang magsusulat ng PIN sa ATM nya mismo di ba?? pero.. parang yung rep ko lang yun kasi eh... hahahhahahahhaha. Pero seryoso.. kawawa sya... kahit na niloloko ko sya na dapat ay rereypin sya kaya lang nakita yung mukha nya sa liwanag kaya bag na lang ang kinuha.. hahhahahahhaha. Sama ko, grabe.

Oh pano?? Ingat na lang kayo.. wag mukhang tatanga tanga sa daan... baka...

mabiktima.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Sober.

I updated my site in Multiply. yeah.. i'm pretty bored.

been thinking a lot these past days. I felt like I was back to where I actually started. Day one.. of only god knows where.

been trying so hard not to be square. But I guess I am.

i guess at some point we all feel this way, right? Like you know you have tons of dreams but you just don't know where to start. Like feeling as if you've done almost everything but when you look at the past.. you kinda get this feeling that you've been stuck there for the longest period of time and everything is just your make believe. Your own world of make believe. You're fucken derailed from everything that you've planned all your life. You're getting nowhere...

Yet I still hope.

Fuck. I'm not making any sense at all.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Saturday Sportsfest

I got home at maybe around 2pm today.

The opening kickoff turned out pretty great! WhoA! (para lang foundation day sa school.)

I had a great time.

Reunited with long lost acquaintances. Small chitchats.

Bonded with old time friends. Same old faces... new set of stories.

ANIMO ALABANG!

Taena. Namiss ko kayo lahat!!!!

Friday, September 14, 2007

* love letter 101 *

This is pretty neat. I was deleting mails in my ems and came across this.

Hi.

I couldn't tell you what I wanted to say last Friday. The place and time was an issue. The walls have ears, the air has eyes. What I wanted to tell you was for your ears only but because things did not turn out the way I wanted it to be, I decided to transform my thoughts into the pixels that make-up this email. May this letter convey what what my voice could not. BTW, this letter is for your eyes only. I don't want anyone else from the ---- reading this, just in case you happen to open this on one of our terminals.

Seeing you makes me happy. Maybe it's the eyes behind the spectacles, for you used to wear glasses back then, your hairstyle at the time, and the way you dress, your love for games and anime, and your perky personality. All those factors worked in concert to sow chaos in my soul, the seed of inspiration. And so it progressed, I was not content with just a sight of you, I yearned to do something, to make you happy as you make me. Remember when I let you borrow my animes? I love doing favors for you because I like you a lot.

One day you asked me to look for that Final Fantasy X-2 Yuna Necklace. It wasn't to hard to find. This page, http://shop.himeya.com/products/etc_ff/ff10_2_yuna/ff10_2_yuna.html, is at the top of the Google search list. I seized the opportunity when you said that you wouldn't want to buy something that expensive. Sure there are cheaper versions of the item but they are silver plated versions, they wouldn't last long. I believe that you deserve only the best. So, armed with my credit card, and cash (I don't want a horrendous bill on my credit card so I had to pay it immediately), I ordered the item, had it shipped to the USA (Himeya doesn't ship to the Philippines, boohoo) and then have my acquantance ship the item here.

I was planning to give it to you on Christmas day but things were such that I could not afford the delay any longer.

It all started when you moved to your new place, near -----. One of the them, ---- noticed the improvement in my work and thought that the change was attributed to you. It was partly my fault. When they asked why I was doing more emails than they did, which is of course expected because their group does nothing all day except surf, gawk at the girls, talk shit, and do maybe... 20 or less emails, my answer was, 'I am inspired.' Now ----- is really good at reading a persons movement... his guess was correct of course. I loathe that day. My wish was to keep my thoughts secret until Christmas Day.

Maybe I was paranoid. I started to avoid you and ignore you when were in the operations area, reverting to my friendly side only when we get to meet outside. I had this feeling that you resent me, that you were trying to make me feel sad, annoyed.. jealous? So I said, 'I can't take this any longer, this has to end.' And there is no better way to end it than giving you the necklace.


October 15 came. I gave the necklace to you as a way of thanking you, to express my feelings, and as a way of ending them. I was wrong.

I heard from a friend that you shed tears when you got the necklace. Is this true? I was not expecting that reaction. I thought that the necklace would make you smile, but tears? I hope it's not affecting your work. The flame within was not extinguished. I still feel for you...

But I have to face reality. The most that I can hope for is to be your friend.


If there's anything you need, don't be afraid to ask, lalo na pag anime ang pag-uusapan. Wag kang mag-alala. Makukuha mo ang last 2 disks ng Greed Island final this week. Hininhintay mo pala ang installments, hindi mo sinasabi, nalaman ko na lang noong kinausap kita noong Friday. Bakit hindi mo sinasabi na kailangan mo pala ang huling installments!?! Hindi mo pa ata napapanood eh.


- Tidus -
Been dreaming...

about you.

When I know I shouldn't.

Dreams have their ways of screwing up the reality. You are the farthest thought in my head...and yet....

I will not give in.

We're both forbidden.

-EKM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

* Muy Pepito.. *

Nakasalubong ko yung isang long lost pren ko kanina. Pauwi na ako ng bahay.. papasok pa lang sya. Sa totoo lang.. ayoko talaga siya makasalubong kasi medyo mahaba haba din ang lalakarin ko pauwi.. at alam ko na habang nilalandas ko ang daan pauwi sa amin ay iisipin ko ang mga nakakatawang memories namin nung isang taon.

Nung isang taon.. some time last year.. nung single ako.. may pina date ang pren kong ito sa ken. Pinsan nya na kakagaling lang ng Spain. Half Filipino, half chinese.. hahahhahaha.. joke lang. Spanish naman. Itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang Pepito. (Hahahhaha!) Kakatawa talaga. Taena.

Unang date pa lang namin ni Pepito (group date ito).. alam kong hindi na kami click. Eh paano ba naman.. nung one time na nagkukwento sya ng tungkol sa salsa.. magkaiba pala kami ng iniisip. Sabi nya...

P: I think salsa is really hot. A lot of people like it.
DK: Yeah. I like putting hot salsa in my quesadillas.
P: Huh?
Pren#1 : (pabulong) Tsong, mali ang sinasabi mo. Hindi kayo nagkakaintindihan.
DK: Eh ano ba?
Pren#2: Salsa, pwre. Yung sayaw.
DK: (pabulong) Eh tanga pala to eh. Wala bang Hot Salsa sa Spain? Sa Tacomio nga meron.
Pren#1: Nakakahiya ka tsong. Ibahin mo na lang yung usapan.
DK: (pabulong ulit) Ano sasabihin ko?
Pren#1: Tanong mo kung kakilala nya si Marimar.
DK: Taena mu.

Nung sumunod na niyaya nya akong lumabas, sabi nya family reunion daw. Hindi ako sumama kasi sa isip ko baka kamukha ng lola nya si Armida Siguion- Reyna... tapos paulit ulit na nagpe play sa utak ko yung commercial ng Ponds kung saan pinakilala ng isang lalaki yung girlfriend nya sa isang dinner... tapos biglang nag comment yung matapobreng nanay sa wikang Espanyol.. tapos nag espanyol din yung babaeng gumagamit ng Ponds. Eh kamusta naman? Kung ako yun eh baka ipagtabuyan pa ko ng nanay nya na parang sa commercial lang nung ano nga bang gamot yun? Neozep ba? Dein ko alam.. pero ganun yung mga iniisip ko nung panahon na yun. O di kaya.. sisigaw yung lola nya pag nakita ako na kasama nila sa hapag kainan ng.. INDYO!!! INDYO!! SINO ANG NAGPAPASOK SA INDYONG ITO???!!!

Pero sympre hindi naman ako magpapatalo kaya nag research ako. Aba.. nakisali ako sa mga maliliit kong pinsan na nanonood ng Dora. Meron din naman akong natutunan na spanish words. Katulad ng.. abuello, abuella, casa, uno, dos, tres, kwatro.. pero naisip ko na para magmukhang smart ako pag kausap nya kung maisasaulo ko na lang ang kantang MACARENA tapos ire recite ko sa harapan nya ng mabilis na parang nagagalit lang.. pero..pero.. hindi ko ginawa. Unang una.. nung sinubukan ko.. nagkakaroon ng tono. Kahit anong gawin ko ay parang kinakanta ko lang talaga.. mukha akong tanga. Dein na lang.


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

* cheesy *

* I had this song in my IPOD for almost a year now. I dunno why I kept it but maybe because it reminds me so much of us.

Oh no, no, no, no

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, so much better off

Cause we're better off, so much better off
So much better off...
Seperated

I'm sorry we didn't make it...

- Separated, Usher


* things that i just don't get.. *

Here's my list:

1. I can't understand why parents are letting their kids watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSiCAL. I was out the whole weekend spending my time with Alex's family (his mum left for the US yesterday! T_T ). Its just weird... I'm weirded out! LOL. It's just... its.. so gay. Well, I'm sure the fans will always find a coherent explanation why kids should watch the movie.. but then again... puhleazzzzzze.

2. I don't get it why some guys are just so rude with the help. Oi! losing your cool to a maid, busboy, room boy.. etc doesn't make you some big shot. Taena.. akala mo kung sino. Sana kung gwapo.

3. Dads who tell their sons that crying makes you gay. I hope you guys are aware that when you do this.. you're just one of those chauvinist pigs who have an ego of a planet but ends up losing anyway.

4. Girls who are still trying to get the attention of an old flame.. ex-bfs.. I mean girls who are desperately trying. Really. Come on. Let it go already... because in the first place if they still want you.. they will be the first one to get your attention and they'll spare you the humiliation of being their SHADOW. Taena.. kakahiya kayo. Promise. I mean I understand the pain can be really nasty at some point pero halerr naman! Don't be such a drama queen.. whats done is done. It can be pretty tempting to call once in a while but if they shove a big NO in your face.. let the guy go. He's an asshole for letting you go but it doesn't mean that he can't make it right the next time. Everybody has the right to happiness.. remember that.

5. Guys who are so indecisive they are willing to risk lsoing almost everything in the name of pride. Oi! Magbago na kayo.

and my list can go on.. and on.. and on.....

I'm sleepy. Check you all guys laterzzzzzzz!


Thursday, September 6, 2007

Best day of my Life!!

I was interviewed for the OM post. But i know that I will not be shortlisted.

Humbling Experience!

Will work hard. Party Harder.

This is a wake up call.

Turning point.